Well it's been another long day. The days seem to be getting longer and I am just praying every second for them to end.
I've had the cold shoulder all day from both my mum and dad. So I don't know why they bought me home they don't want to watch me starve but yet they're not willing to help me at all, not that i care I'm quite happy dying over here.
My 5yr old brother offered me one piece of popcorn today and with a sad look in his eyes said "Becca please you have to eat" oh dear I wish it was that easy. I sadly declined.
My mum had a pyjama day today and got on the alcohol last night which means I still write to you from the comfort of our foldout couch :P. I guess we're all waiting for the inevitable to happen; passing out.
My BGL yesterday was 5.7 today its gone down to 3.9 which means I am officially having a hypo because I don't have enough sugar in my body not to mention the dehydration. I finally feel like i am accomplishing something Anorexia wise.
We all know where this is headed :(
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