just a short one; safe foods

So today was my brother's 6th birthday party and I couldn't go for fear of having to eat McDonalds for, fear the tantalising smells that dance with your nostrils would enter my body and duplicate fat cells :/

My safe foods;
-vanilla forme yoghurt 175g 69cal
-diet jelly
-ensure 300cal
-pumpkin soup 90cal
-s&v rice cakes 95cal

Thats it my diminished safe food list and somehow my parents are understanding and supporting this new meal plan my Anorexia has devised maybe for the shear fact I'm still actually consuming something, for Christ's sake anything!

This was my brothers cake that ended in me ODing on my lorazapam nothing too serious though it just put me to sleep like a log