It's been a month and I've finally been discharged. I don't know how as I pulled out the nasogastric tube and am now refusing all oral intake but I'm home. To do our drunken circle all over again. I see no clear way out it's just a dark dark place of not eating and when I do exercising and throwing up a habit I refuse to get back into. So, here we go again.
Isn't it funny how as a child we get threatened with "go without" regarding dinner but as we grow up and get older it becomes a sin to not eat and ends in a full blown brawl. My little observation for the day as I out right refused dinner and was told "this is a condition of you coming home" does it look like I'm phased?
