Wow what do I say another eventful day in the life of another anorexic
I'm on day 2 of at least an 8 day fast maybe more I just can't stomach the idea of food/drink I don't know how I'll start to eat again.
I'm supposed to be having ensure's but I can't! I keep tipping them down the sink and I was BUSTED! I feel so guilty for drinking something I didn't drink because I'm finding it hard to trust myself that I didn't actually drink it.
So my dad entered my room and said if I'm not going to eat I have to find somewhere else to live because he won't watch me do what I want without him saying something....which ultimately means he will send me back to hospital if I don't move out :'(
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